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red forest

Jun 13, 2010, 10:49:27 PM by *Natalaysya
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / General / Free Verse

but everything grows here,
maybe twinned, or red (forest),
or thick-skinned and wanton.

people start leaving. everyone always leaves,
everyone. no one comes home,
no one wants to die, swallows reclaim
cracked sarcophagi and

erstwhile, they celebrated decay.

--

legs propped up in the bathtub,
and the veins;
how much they are like cracked asphalt with
tiny lilacs peeking through.

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on reading Woolf what would it be like

to have our cars collide
in a moment of numbingly-slow, time-bent
surrealist bliss, cacophonic
shudder, snap of
bone-break

or to slowly
slip beneath the surface
of the world
and reach not
top nor bottom
but hover in a state of
non-existance. or else

run barefoot, bloodied toes
searing, crackling
raw with pebbles, tripping
over roots and stumbling, spinning

bow-legged ballerina in
one night
show
of hands: who here
needs to be saved?

who here needs to be saved?

and ejected, my last
moment on the pavement:
sky turning, flying shards
of instanced horror
and instant
relief/fade out—

aon reading Woolf by *Natalaysya

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but what if i'm not a great
unsettling
fog lives here,
delirious in all the feverish ways
it isn't.

it is
in the way i don't write
don't think
don't speak about anything
but the ways i've tried to mask
that i am worth but the weight of my wishes

and wish for death.

--

but what if i'm
not the sum of all my parts

but merely the
product of my words

or the remainder
of the errors of my ways?

what if i am imaginary,
or subprime,
or if i
simply don't solve?

--

i have tried
to write about
depression

but instead
wrote depression

and all i have bared before you
is that
i am nothing
but nothingness
and this
is nothing

but the truth.but what if i'm not by *Natalaysya

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i will

Jan 31, 2012, 5:04:58 PM by *Natalaysya
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i will do as only i can

and i will write myself out of this mess.

one word

at
a
time.

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I'd just like to thank you so, so much for the fabulous critique you left on my poem "Symphony in Glass". Your advice has been invaluable and when I come back to the poem and edit it I will definitely keep it in mind. Thank you for taking the time both to read and critique my work - it means so much to me.

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